Change is something I'm not really good at, major change that is and lately there has been far too much of it, which led to a few problems, health wise and also a loss of my mojo.
For the first time in over a year I took a sideways step, spent some time decorating, reading (anything I could get my hands on), baby sitting, visiting tourist attractions (Transport Museum) and doing jigsaws. Anything but writing - I had to say No....
I needed to recharge, refresh and change my tactics.
I am my biggest critic, there are times when I'm my only critic, and I expect way too much of myself and other people.
So change I did, changed my habits, my expectations and one day I woke up and got my mojo back.
Instead of looking back and working on things that have been in the pipelines for years I can finally say I am looking forward and working on new ideas, new characters, new places, new stories - things that I want to progress, want to share with anyone who wants to read my work.
Ive also listened to some people who have had more success than me and have taken their advice. On that part, one of my five books is permanently free on smashwords - Another chance at love - once Amazon catches up with its price match it will be free on their as well. 1 day in and results are encouraging in the terms of downloads and I'm happy
So that time away from writing was useful to recharge and when I wanted to write again, I had an empty home and plenty of time. That isolation helped me focus not just on writing but on all the issues, helped me to understand, begin to move on and adjust to the changes in my surroundings and life.
Change by design is the change to fit me and my new life, a new chapter in life, a new book to work on, well several and a new outlook!
Long may it last !!
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